My life.

You know this life is so unbelievably short. I often wonder about when and how I will die. Will I be young or old? Will it be painful or short? It scares me to think of what might happen. But even with all of the 'unknowns' of death I am so so thankful that I know that when I die I will be with my Savior. I am so glad that Jesus saved me. I don't understand WHY He died for me. And I know I never will understand. But I am so thankful. I pray that while I am here on this earth that I live my life for God. I pray that I can teach my boys about God and about His love. I pray that I will have a humble spirit. Its so easy to forget about praying or reading God's word. Its so easy to let the things of this life overtake you. And its so easy to grow cold on God when things are going good in life. You kind of get a mindset that you can do this on your own. And usually when you get like that God will bring you back. Usually a storm comes and its then that you realize that you CAN'T make it on your own. At least this has been the case in my life. there were so many times that i turned my back on God when i needed him the most. When instead of carrying a burden i could have just laid it at his feet. I fail God so much...i am so unworthy to even be called His. but thru his mercy and grace he saved ME!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so glad that i DO KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE A CHILD OF GOD.